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Malashock/RAW 2 dancer MARIA JUAN talks LUX BOREAL -
It has been a pleasure and honor to have been chosen to work with Angel Arambula and Henry Torres of the Tijuana, Mexico company Lux Boreal . Only once before had I seen a performance and taken one workshop class with them, but was quickly an admirer of their work. The ease and fluidity in their movements coupled with theatrical elements made me believe that I would be right at home working with them.
Beginning the rehearsal process, I relished in the movement phrases that were instructed to us. Their technique was one that I was familiar with and studied previously, which increased my initial comfort level. Their technical style is a combination of athleticism and sequential movement, with components of performance art intermixed to complete the Lux Boreal characteristic. This type of movement is what I have been vying for since I moved to San Diego two years ago. Yet, as rehearsals continued during the course of two weeks, I realized I was facing one of the biggest challenges I would have in my professional performing career.
During rehearsal, we ran a small section of the piece. Afterwards, the choreographers asked us what we were thinking of while we were dancing.
Silence…
While I thought I was "performing" the phrase they had just requested, they told us they wanted more. I realized at that moment that I was just dancing and not actually interpreting these movements internally. They then asked us to try looking at each other during the section; to make it more "human". Such a simple statement, but it held such powerful meaning.
So many times we as dancers, execute phrases, slap a "modern dance stare" on our face, and get through the following fifteen minutes without ever realizing what we are performing. But as Angel and Henry said one day during the creative process, we need to "move", and not just dance. We are storytellers; utilize the technique as a tool not as the basis for what the piece is about.
So, as I continue to rehearse for Malashock/Raw 2, I am preparing myself a little differently than I have for prior performances. My goal is to find myself in the piece, as opposed to presenting the dancer I am trained to be. My second biggest challenge? Figuring out how to eat a plum in less than thirty seconds…yeah, you’ll see what I mean.
Maria




